recently

a little tired
dont wanna do anything but still have lots of things to do

not a child anymore

always heard "you got to do what you got to do"
however that's not the truth
it's just u think that you should do sth, and say that's what you should do
and it turns out to be the things you've done or gonna do is not exactly what you really wanna do

anyway

the only reason i'm right here is because i'm a fucking loser
fucking student who knows nothing and pretend he knows everything


okay, stop bullshiting